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NaruSasu: A New Start - Ch. 1: Sasuke's Feelings

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( Warning: Yaoi and Mpreg!! If you don't like it, don't read it, nor comment!! )


( Naruto's POV )

It was unbelievable. Never in my life, ( well, in my younger days ) would I have thought for a second that I would have a family of my own, let alone a great lover, and a child of my own. Sasuke ... I don't think I've ever realized my true feelings for him until at the moment I found out he was pregnant with MY child. I know what you're probably thinking. It's not possible. Well... think again. From what we've learned from the hesitating Tsunade-Sama, she told us a short story. She explained to us that somewhere along the Uchiha family tree, one out of all the other Uchihas would have the strange ability to be able to have children. And poor Sasuke...he was stunned...

"...Why me...?" I remember hearing him ask himself.

I looked down, not knowing what to say. Tsunade-baa-chan was even speechless. I could tell when she didn't want to tell us something. She was mainly afraid to tell Sasuke, unsure of how he would react. She did politely congratulate us before we left her office.

Sasuke was quiet for the rest of that day...quieter than normal. I became worried. I wondered if he was mad at me... I couldn't blame him if he was. It's my fault...
I sat down next to him that same day, placing my hand over his.

"Sasuke..." I started out, and neverously bit my own lip. "I am SO sorry I did this to you...you've got to believe me...I am so sorry...I know you're probably pissed at me...you may never want to see me again...you have every right to feel the way that you do...just please know that I'm sorry...It's all my fault...and I can't do anything to change any of this...I'm sorry..."

He looked at me, not saying anything for a second. I should've figured no matter what I said, or however many times I'd apologize, it wouldn't be enough. I hated myself. I was hoping he'd finally say something, but he didn't. I bet he didn't even want to talk to me.

"I-I'm sorry, S-Sasuke...!!" I said again, starting to cry.

There was just a few more seconds of silence besides the sound of my own sniffling.

"Naruto....." I heard him say quietly. I looked at him. "It's alright..."

"W-what...?" I stuttered, tears still streaming down my face.

"I said it's alright..." he said again.

"H-how is it alright!?" I yelled suddenly, not even realizing I was yelling. "It's not! You're lying! This is all my fault! I'm the one who got carried away nights ago and both of us ended up drunk! I'm the one who was crazy enough to make us both lose our virginity! I'm the one who forced this on you, and I'm the one who got you pregnant...!!"

I fell onto my knees and buried my face into my hands. I wouldn't stop crying...I couldn't control my emotions... but suddenly something unexpected happened. Sasuke cupped my face in his hands just before kissing me deeply. I don't understand...!

He continued to kiss me for just a few more seconds, until he finally pulled away and looked at me. I looked back at him, wiping my face with the back of my hand.

"Why'd you do that...?" I asked him.

He sighed. "I did it to show that I'm not mad at you..."

Silence fell between us again. He...wasn't even mad...? He didn't look it, either... but how could he not be mad at me? I was thinking he'd be pissed...punching on me...threatening to kill me, or something! But instead, he helped me up and looked at me.

"Before you say anything else...I have my reasons for not being upset. It..." he turned away from me, but continued talking. "It's hard to explain...  I know I should be pissed at you, but I'm not. I feel as though...I have an opportunity here." he turned to face me. "Th-that night we got drunk...I realized something I haven't before. When...I first came back to the Leaf Village...I wanted to change my ways. I wanted to change my life completely. So many things ran through my mind...being back in Konoha again, having things be the way they used to be when we were in Team 7...then you suddenly crossed my mind... I don't know why, but...all these memories of you just came back...the times where we've fought, the times where you've tried your hardest to get me back to Konoha where I belong...and that's when I realized...this IS where I belong. Here, with you, and the rest of my team..."

I stayed quiet. I've never expected him to say this...I mean, sure, I've been waiting so patiently for the day to come when he's finally come to his senses. I just didn't expect this day to be today. But it's true...he's finally back...just like I knew would eventually happen... I grabbed and hugged him tightly, continuing to cry. But they went from tears of sadness to tears of happiness.

"Sasuke...I'm so happy, but..." I wiped my eyes, pulling back. "Other than the opportunity of changing your life around, h-how do you still feel about being...you know..." I hated even using the word.

He shook his head. "Well...I have another opportunity...you didn't exactly let me finish. I have this chance to be with you. And we BOTH have this chance to get something we've both been wanting.  A family."

"...That's true...we have been both wanting a family..." I whispered to myself, my eyes widening. Then I looked at him and placed my hands on his shoulders. "Sasuke. Please tell me...how long have you felt this way? A-about me?"

He bit his lip. "Truth?"

I nodded.

"For a good while, I guess... I've sorta had mixed emotions about you. I've always hid my real feelings. But I don't want to hide them anymore. Ever since that one night between you and I, I then realized I wasn't crazy for feeling the way I do about you."

"Ah, I-I see...." I was kind of speechless... it felt like I was dreaming or something. Hearing Sasuke confess something like this just didn't seem real at all. Almost made me wonder for no more than a second if this was even the Sasuke Uchiha I've always known...

"I probably would've never guessed...but I won't lie. I've had feelings for you, in the past...as well as the present..." I blushed.

"Naruto....really..?" he asked, blushing himself. "How long have you felt so strongly about me...?"

"Hopefully, I've felt about you the same way for as long as you've felt it about me."

There was silence again, and Sasuke and I just stood in front of eachother, our blushes each getting deeper by the second. Was this really happening? Was Sasuke and I really developing strong feelings for eachother? I've always felt deeply toward him...but like a brother. I didn't think it was going to go this far. But I have to remember...he's having my child...I have this sudden urge to just stay by him 24/7 and never leave his side...! I want to start a whole different bond... a bond even stronger than the one we used to have. I hugged him tightly, then let go, looking into his onyx eyes.

"Sasuke! I-I..." I stuttered out. He looked at me, with curiosity in his eyes.

"I...I love you!!" I said to him.

His eyes widened, and silence just fell between us again.
Finally, I've been able to submit my first fanfic. :) It's been a while, I know, but I've been trying to get inspired so I could write it. So far, it sounds good, and I hope you all like it! I'll be sure to start typing up the next chapter, ASAP!

Chapter 2: [link]

Naruto, Sasuke, & Tsunade belongs to Masashi Kishimoto.
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